SoFtBaLl[myworld] somewhere along the way, i lost myself-=+ *still I rather rescue myself*

[- Friday, January 25, 2008 -]

omgomgomgomg today was DAMN COOL!!!
today started of with normal BUSY school! OMG i am so gonna die! i am so busy with crazy stuff and like school work i am so lagging behind and philo AHHHHHHH STRESS!! HAHAHA nvm i can deal with it! just have to work harder! its just another busy period and then after that PLAY!! woohoo
okay we left school for MATCH at fajar against NEWTOWN!! warm up was quite okay but the game started our really right then everyone started going down :X we werent playing our standard FOR SURE everything was disappointing especially our spirit...but look on the bright side WE WON NEWTOWN 9 -5 !!! reminder to all softies: take the weekend to recuperate, reflect and ready yourself (physically/ mentally) for match on monday! even though we are playing against fajar we cant be complacent! LOL we CAN GET WEST ZONES CHAMPIONS THIS YEAR !!! just have a tighter defence and more better offense!! :D you guys rock in training so u guys can rock in match!!
hahah then after the match we went back to school! jess lost her wallet :X we were panicking and everything :X i hope you find it soon jess! hopefully its still on the bus!!! dont worry you will find it :D
yep later me megan mich nat shi and isabel waited for nats mom to come to take her stuff.. while waiting we took PICS!!! oh yeah!! it was so damn fun!! hahhah i think megan has them.. then after that we walked to beckys house!! gahahah we were like talking, SOME people were singing and i was listening to "thank you for the venom"/ "i never told you what i did for a living" :D hee by mcr... then at beckys house we had PIZZA HUT!! omg i was freaking starving... there was pizza 5 lasagnas and 40 drumplets!! hahah it added to $117 :X hahahah it was so spastic! we kept breaking out into spastic LOUD VERY LOUD LAUGHTER! HAHAHA i think we woke the neighbours hahahaha
then after that i went to bathe then i went to play POOL! with nat shi and weeli! OMGOMGOMG I LOVEE POOL!! hahhaha the only place i can play it is like in beckys house -_- ahhahah then i played tennis on Wii with becky nat and isabel hahah at first me and nat were winning then we lost :( HAHAHAH lol everyone was turing high man!!! then we like took turns to play and stuff...while the others played wii i played pool with shi nat and sometimes wheels!! LOL ITS DAMN FUN!!
gahh but my parents came to pick me up and send mich home and wheels back to sch... oh man! i wish everyday would be like this... LOL thanks becks for the great time!!
I LOVE MG SOFTBALLERS!!! YOU GUYS ROCK MY WORLD!! OH MAN I LOVE TODAY!! I LOVE BECKY'S HOUSE! I LOVE BECKY'S WII AND POOL TABLE!! LOL I LOVE THE MG SOFTBALL TEAM!! THANKS FOR MAKING TODAY GREAT!!!!!!! :D
seeyou guys at sec4 farewell tmr!! hahah yeah me isabel and weeli going to nats house to cook!! for the farewell!! hahahah sorry in advance nat if we mess up your kitchen!! :D

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;9:42 PM;

[- Saturday, January 05, 2008 -]

hahhaha hey everyone! i was missing from class for the past 3 days!! hahaha well for those who didnt know i was facilitating as a PB for sec one orientation camp--- explaining my disappearance hee
yep when i first went to school i saw soo many frens i missed!! i couldnt really do class visiting cause i had to meet at 7 in the hall for the first day of sec one orientation! yeap my class is right infront of the lockers!:D HAHHA anyway thanks sooo much zzeie for collecting my homework and taking down notes for me for the past few days! if u hadnt i would have died of confusion and lagging behind! THANKS A BUNCH! i owe you hahahah how was the MCR cd i lent u? sorry i had to leave you alone for the past 3 days but ill be back on MONDAY:D looking forward to another year in your class :D
yep
so 1st day of orientation camp! (2jan)
my PB partner was IMAN!!!!!! HAHHAHAH yeap we were incharge of starfish! when we first met our group they were damn quiet and i mean it! HAHAHHA for like the ice breakers and first few games they kept keeping to their own cliques and were so quiet! some were even left out! :( so it was imans and my duty to HELP them! hahahah everyone started lightening up during tea break hahhahah by that time i remembered all their names:D and made frens with like christelle tiffany (hyperactive kids), nat, rachel, janella, jeanine, sharonrose (cool name btw), carmen (CC!!!) hahahah they were the ones that mingled and talked ALOT! especially the hyper ones! HAHAHA yeap after that we met our coaches and went to think of our cheer as well as make our flag! our cheer goes like this:
from the S to the T
A,R and the F,I,S,H
there aint no other fishy in the sea
like me
we are fishylicious
hot hot
we are fishylicious!

HAHAHHA
after some trial games, everyone broke orientation day to go home!i dun care juniors JOIN SOFTBALL!!! hahahahhah joking its fun but join only u have the passion for it and really love to bat run catch and throw!! join softball!!!!give it a try:D hahha
when i went home i was loaded with work from LTC SMP and SCHOOL! hahah after which i went prepare some materials iman and i needed to a little gift for those in starfish:D
i slept at 3 -_-

next day second day of camp!! (3jan)
i woke at 530 and dumped my camp bag at the backstage of hall before going with iman to do head count and bring starfish for assembly! after that we went for devotions.. though i had only 3hrs of sleep i felt rather high! HAHAHA next i went to get my bag before everyone proceeded to the concourse to wait for the buses to go to SENTOSA FOR ISLAND RUSH!! damn cool we NEVER had that in sec1 :( plus the food they have was likeWOW! hahaha but we could only eat after everyone ate means we ate like leftovers and half the time i was STARVING hahahhaahha
omg it was damn chaotic at sentosa! i our coach didnt follow us so it was up to me and iman to take care of 29 HYPERACTIVE EXCITED CHILDREN RUNNING ABOUT SENTOSA literally :x the games were all along the beach so it was rather fun! i WANNA GO BACK TO SENTOSA!! i actually dun mind working there hahahha! while they were doing their task for the race i was so bored i drew on the sand ahhahahaha gah by that time i shouted till my troat was like dead.. ahahha after sharing lunch with iman we took the bus back to school! i totally crtashed on the bus iman too (we were THAT tired) it was so not fun handling 29 kids like seriously one evern RAN ACROSS THE ROAD past an oncoming car! :X i so am not having children HAHHAHA
yep we reached school for briefing and then they went to play games!! hahah first we played some games called pass it on! our group rocked like hell we were given 20 mins to fin everything but we fin in 5 (they were THAT good!) HAHAHA then we went to wait for blindmans trail but they queue was so long so me abigail iman and laura decided to lead 3 OG groups how to do some cheers! damn fun we were like going CRAZY! then my grp went to play some water game! hahah PBS against starfish! HAHAHAHHA then me and the other PBs started splashing water while waiting for starfish to fin! haha but but for debrief oh man i died hahha the PBS negotiated with them..if starish could ans their question properly they could dump a pail of water on me :X which they unfortunatly did ahahaha i was DRENCHED HAHAH and the evil little children had total fun ahhaha.. gah i went to sprint one round the track to dry myself hahahah before bringing them for blindmans trail.. after that we got our camp shirts and everyone ran off to shower it was damn scary and chaotic!! hahah then the i followed the other PBS to hange into our camp shirt hahah ours was yellow while theirs was blue! i changed backstage hee (shhh!) too lazy go toliet.. yep then we had had dinner i was soo hungry i ate EVERYTHING UP!haah then we had CAMPFIRE!!! THE BEST PART OF CAMP!! ALWAYS!! hahah
it started with some games and dances before mrs ong went to light the cfire!! the PBS had to sit behind so it was harder to watch but i had a GREAT time! i went hyper again hahah and got like nervous laughs went my grp went up to perform ahhahahah gahh but there werent as many cheering as before DAMN SAD LA i love the cheering and singing part of campfire sigh i was soo excited abt it but there wasnt enough time to go round the fire and sing and cheer like when i was in sec one sad sad but there was still some mg spirit in the air:D esp amongst the PBS i must say hahaha we really bonded :D yeap after campfire after everyone got settled i went to bath at like 1015 :X then i went to take my class to their designated spot to sleep! hahha after packing my stuff i had to like petrol the area with the other pbs to MAKE SURE they slept... sigh my grp arh lol cannot sleep one some pretended to sleep can tell so i sat there to watch them sleep while others like nat carmen rach and sharonrose kept joking and playing with me cause they couldnt sleep too hahah then i decided ill check on other ppl hahah some asked for bedtime stories :X haha yep then iman and i went to prepare the gifts we had for our grp before heading off for debrief.. there was this big argument abt how campfire was not as good as before cause perhaps it was in charge by a vendor so there were not much mg cheering and stuff cause the cheers were more of the standard type done at diff camps = less mg spirit felt.. it was quite true when we had other campfires together i felt really happy excited and felt a sense of belonging during cheers and everything but this camp fire there was not much cheering it wasnt like "us" hahah dunno how to explain but yeah anyway it still was fun! i really hope the sec ones bonded :D there are always nany other opportunities to share the mg spirit with them another time :D
yep so after debrief we went to wash up settle down and sleep.. gail and i couldnt sleep :X hahha we made a deal to wake at 330 so i can fin up the gifts for my grp and she could help and we could sneak food.. but i crashed at 300 and couldnt wake at 330 to wake gail so our deal got cut off SORRY GAIL!!!

day3 last day of camp! (4jan)
after sleeping ofor 2hrs and 45 mins we woke at 545 woke the sec1s went to freshen up before bringing our camp stuff down to class.. then iman and i went to bring starfish for their first assembly in the quad. i couldnt stand properly la almost fell side to side iw as sooo tired hahah then we had an AWESOME breakfast the best meal in camp!! the sec1s took very little to eat *gasp* i so cannot believe ppl can eat soo little..so there was alot of leftovers for us! I TOOK SOOO MUCH hahah okay maybe not that much i wanted to go for seconds but i didnt wanna look glutton so i went to 3G see if i could collect hw hahah after that we brought our grp for devotions then they had to attend briefings :X the PBS had nothing to do so we had to sit by the side and listen i keep dozing off ahahah the rest didnt wanna go back to class to attend lessons for a while so i stuck with them in the audi before iman and i decided to go fin up our gifts.. we fin them just on time thanks to the help of our other PBs before everyone started pouring out of the audi! during tea break iman and i gave out our gifts! beofre eating and then bringing them back to the audi to regroup into their PROPER classes hahaha iman and i are like in charge of 1I for this whole year like mentoring them :D guess whos in 1I????? zerlynn from my previous grp ... CRYSTAL from mg pri softball ... MELISSA CHEW from RG pri!! we were in the same school bus and she lives right next to me! HOW COOLS THAT?! hahhaah i soo cant wait to start mentoring them ahahahahha yeap in their propoer classes iman and i got introduced by their form teacher.. hee while we were supposed to be "listening" to wad was going on which ahd nothing to do with PBS, i went to 1Is board and wrote "join softball!" HAHHHA
then i met nat and shannen and went for house meeting!! not much just briefing for house games and stuff.. i decided to join TRACK!!! :D running is like the easiet hahahha
after that it was break camp

*after breaking camp* stress part!
gi and i went to class, paid for our car decals and went to search for our teacherS to like find out what we missed out on for the past 3 days.. i collected my hw and had meeting dates after meeting dates dumped on me.. :X i was so freaked i forgot my phone number hahahah but gi calmed me down THANKS SO MUCH FOR BEING THERE!! when i finally turned on my phone after 2 days, messages started pouring in! gah hahha I AM SO SORRY to the SOFTIES who messaged me abt softball training i was at camp so i couldnt reply! SORRY to my FRIENDS who messaged me and i didnt either! thanks guys for understanding and not getting pissed!
someone sent me an angry sms on why i never replied-_- i understand u ARNT in my school so u wouldnt know i was facilitating camp BUT if u didnt realise I WROTE IT ON MY PM!!plus if u really wanted to contact me u could call realise its off and think *oh angela must be in a meeting or sth* but NOT wadever u wrote in the sms gah
oh man i realised i have
1 meeting that clashes with my tuition
2 meetings that clash with each other
3 meetings clashing with each other
damn it thank goodness none clashes with training or ill just die hahaha
i guess i will jtry to shift dates or be in 2/3 places at once *kinda freaky* hahah clone myself!! kidding
yeap then i went home i was like gorging myself with food la i was sooooo hungry!! then i crashed on the couch with my clothes i wore from camp on hahha eeks i woke like at 345 and was like late for tuition so i showered in 5 mins then had tuition but my tutor saw i was tired so she let me off hahaha then i crashed again before i prepared myself mentally to on my com. gah when i did my inbox was like O.O hahahah like tasks and stuff from LTC and SMP i was soo totally expecting it and i had this email from my junior cause she was boredd HAHAHHAHA *so cute!* yeap then i started working on LTC i better start on SMP hahahah gah
wad i have during the weekend in order > dont pay attention to this
(better list or ill get confused)
sat:
1. piano
2.math tuition/meeting1 *clash
3.chi tuition /meeting2 *clash
4. school hw
5. catching up for class
sun:
1. church
2. school hw
3. SMP
4. catching up for class
5. gym
6. catching up for class
*hopefully time for LTC
mon:
1. school
2. meet teachers
3. training (SOFTBALL<3)
tues:
1. school
2. meet geog teacher
3. SMP meeting (?)/ LTC trial run meeting *clash
wed and fri:
1. school
2. training (SOFTBALL!! WHOO)
sat:
1. prefect meeting/trial run LTC meeting/ re registration at church *major clash

gah after this month i prob would get used to sec3 life hahaha busy lol i see that word so often now.. everyones getting busy but butbut WE ALL CAN DO THIS GUYS! NO MATTER HOW TIRING AND CRAZY IT IS :D HAHHA i so can survive this year! hee i cant wait for softball trainin!! its starting on monday:D HAHAHA yeap! i miss the softies soo badly!!!
gah i better go do my hw!
bye for now!

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;1:39 AM;

[- Wednesday, January 02, 2008 -]

SCHOOL STARTS!!! AHHH but i am missing the first 3 days HAH! lol i am like facilitating sec one orientation camp! today was secone orientation DAY ahhaha! first i went to check out my new class 3G! lol its 2nd class from the canteen and right in front of the lockers!!! yes!!!
then i went to run some errands b4 reporting to the sec school hall GAH for sec 1 day! haha first iman and i had to take attendants and bla before we went to play games like ice breakers.. it didnt really break any ice.. everyone was still really really not friendly hahha than during tea the ice broke! they started interacting and everything.. maybe it was cuse of the sugar in the cakes... yeap by then i managaed to remember all their names hahahh sad thing abt camp is that prefect buddies dun get to eat till everyones served O.O i am so gonna starve hahah yeap then we had some games with our coaches.. it was really fun esp the human hunt or wadever it was like signing autographs HHAHAHA then i went to help with the cheers it was DAMN hyper la hahha after which we had LUNCH! LOL (it wasnt enough for me) but i had to collect my new timetable :D i cant understand it everyones almost slpit up half the time HAHAH then we went to play trial games!! i was already dead tired ahhaha we had batting! then squash! then captains ball where i "ranaway" for a while for my LTC meeting! *2 places at once man!* SORRY IMAN! had to leave u will the BIG OG! hahah yeap then there was sprinting then throwing and catching station! HAHAHHA i realised i havent practiced for a long time :X hee throughout the time i was like telling ppl from my grp to JOIN SOFTBALL! HAHAHAHAHA after that debrief then we went home!! sigh i am dead tired! so many things to prepare especially the surprise for the sec ones ;) shhh! yep shit! i havent packed for sec one prientation camp! we are gonna have island race at sentosa! :D YEAH (but i am only facilitating :( means only look after my OG ) hahha yeap i PBs get to sleep on the sec school hall STAGE! :X later i fall off hahaha!
busy week man! after camp directly go for softball training (i miss the softies!) then IA meeting! GAh *i gotta get used to this* HAHAHAH
yeap first day of school UPDATED! yeah

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;9:45 PM;

[- Tuesday, January 01, 2008 -]

hey omg i just came back from new years party HAHAHHA
after i went to my grandmas house to celebrate my bdae with my whole family.. i went to raffles city there to watch FIREWORKS!!! HAHAHAH it was so pretty but this stupid tree was blocking me -_- hahhaah then after that everyone there was like screaming and shouting and everything it was so crazy and FUN! plus the weather was like super duper cold okay fine chilly so i was extra awake (i also drank starbucks) HAHAHAHHA after that i walked to macs around shaw centre to eat supper i was like damn hungry la!! ohohoh during the fire works someone released balloons from one of the hotel windows!! it was damn cool and then in one other hotal someone was playing sparklers outside the window and the ash thingy fell from the top and no one gave a damn hahah then when we was new years some cars honked and then ppl started going DAMN CRAZY HAHAHAH it was sooo cool!! and fun!! hahhaha i should have gone vivo it would have been crazier! hahah there were ppl wearing party hats (hee me too!) and spraying all kinds of stuff hahahah and there were ppl going spastic and lunatic and scary!! but heck i was soo happy and everything!
ITS OFFICIALLY 2008 EVERYONE!!! WHOOOO!!!
i cant wait for this year to go by super fast then it will be christmas and new years eve and new year AGAIN!! hahaha
gah shouldnt have come back so fast now i cant sleep -_-
nvm its NEW YEAR! I AM STAYING AWAKE!:P

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;2:07 AM;