SoFtBaLl[myworld] somewhere along the way, i lost myself-=+ *still I rather rescue myself*

[- Sunday, December 31, 2006 -]

hey guys its my bdae!!!!!!!!WOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!
anyway....i am like drinking 3 cups of tea so that i wont fall asleep....i HAVE to finish this big pile of work BEFORE sunrise ..*sigh* its like 0011...i have like 6 more hours to complete life science/bio/chem/physics/trigonometrical ratios/500 more math questions/history/sigh & on my BDAE! i die.............wish me luck:)

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;12:10 AM;

[- Tuesday, December 12, 2006 -]

sorry about the previous post...i dont think anybody understood...so jus forget abt it like it wasnt there k?...

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;9:38 PM;

ARGGGGHHH!!! i have obviously gone mad!!!
i feel so argghhh!!! you noe sometimes i feel like hating someone i really like or stuff like that... i dunno wats up.... sometimes i get so stressed up i like throw my books here and there...i feel so different at one time or another...like evil...what the heck no one will be able to understand me...i try tellin but they jus laugh...maybe i shouldnt try to let it out at all...maybe thats why i have those werid dreams...ARGGHHH!!! i give up...since theres no one to help me i shant bother... even if it gets worse...no one will ever know about it...even until i die...maybe i should jus at least try to live while i am still alive and healthy...i never did belong

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;9:15 PM;

[- Saturday, December 02, 2006 -]

megan i DO NOT hate softball......do not make assumptions...if you have read the previous post....i am just bored of almost everything in my life....what i hate, meagn...is just running rounds every training........

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;12:07 AM;

[- Friday, December 01, 2006 -]

hey everybody.........
its supposed to be the hols right??? i still fill like i am goin to school...*sigh*...study...tuition...softball trainin.......are the only things happening in my life... it is starting to get borin.....hmmm....anywae my bdae is comin at least theres something to look forward to.... *sigh* i have this forensic pathologist thing going on...need to find books on it and how to be one... like you noe education and stuff....driving me NUTS!!!!!!!!*sigh* and i have to practice fer next year and blablabla.....whats more i have a softball match on monday.......ARGHHHHHH!!!!...hiax...so stressed....whats more...well theres nothin more...juz studyin....tuition...training....training........tuition...studying........man...this is starting to get boring..*sigh*

-..lost in my memories..-
This is my life. Live with it;11:57 PM;